May 22nd

On May 22nd. I move out of my apartment in San Marcos and end my official association with Texas State University. I am not renewing my lease or looking for apartments in SM. So.... What do I do? Do I make a dreaded move back to the mother's nest to make grandiose plans about my future? Do I wait and pretend like one of these days someone will pay attention to one of my job applications? Do I ask parents for help so I can "chill" in Austin and make burritos during the day in order to drink tall boys with my friends for another year? Do I decide that taking out loans for another 2 years of schooling will magically make me a qualified, hirable applicant?

My neurosis is debilitating.

This is a statistically terrible time to be graduating.

Give me a 9 to 5.

Let me play with my band on the weekends.

It cannot be that hard.

I should have gone to A/C repair school.